I don’t miss you. I miss love. I miss loving and being loved back. I miss loving someone and feeling safe in that love, like they could never do any harm. I miss waking up excited to see someone I love. I miss starting my day with your peaceful expression next to me, or timing […]
The year of exploration. […] The year of discovery.
I think I’ll be okay. I think the very fact that I’m constantly thinking about things and thinking about myself – aware and reflective – instead of acting rashly and passionately, outlines that. I haven’t jumped off the cliff yet, and no matter how much I whine, I don’t think I ever will. I’ll keep […]
I just want to eat and eat until my stomach walls reach their limit and my body finally gives up, or sit down and do nothing but smoke on and on until my brain cells one by one flicker out and I’m finally gone. Pretty much the most passive ways to self-destruct. Because as dramatic […]