Rambling, racing self-realizations: I wish I could believe that my parents could love me no matter what. I’m afraid they’ll reject me the moment I stop giving them reason to love me. I think that’s part of why I’m so afraid of failure – I mean, I’ve hit close to rock bottom – it’s not how […]
My mom went on a trip to a foreign part of the world with a group of fellow middle-aged to senior citizens. It’s almost been 3 whole days, and I still haven’t gotten news.